these r the shits tht run thru my pwetty lil head lmao

well well.. haha.. erm.. what to say what to say.. i just got into the mood of writing a blog after reading someone`s.. hmm.. ok.. this is it.. i wanna say thanks.. to my friends n a certain sum1 for bein there for me durin my stay in da hospital.. yeh it wasnt pleasent but they made it a lot better. its been 2 months.. my eye still hasnt healed.. haha.. but at least im back in school.. spreadin my blurness to the ppl of SMKBB!! muahahha!!!! hehe.. the first day.. which was monday 28th august.. everyone kept staring at my eye!! hey.. its kinda weird for me ya know!! haha.. well.. lots has happened.. july was a memorable month..  definately.. but hey i bet theres more to come. my gawd form 2 is seriously an exciting year… haha.. even being the new gal in school.. but ive made friends.. n enemies..hahhaha.. mostly friends.. i think… talk about being blur… hahha.. i didnt knwo i had comments on my entries! haha.. i just noticed them today.. n these comments were like.. a month back..hahahh.. ouh well.. i got nothin much to say i guess.. just thanks for the happy times.. n well.. BUGGER OFF if u wanna make me feel worse than i am now!! haha.. bluR gaL-serenading out..

well…lots hav happened since last month.. but im really pissed bout this eye prob tht im havin!! ive been havin it since mid of july till now n it still hasnt healed.. its freakin fustratin coz everytime i ask the doc when can i stop my hourly drops(which is fustratin coz i hav to take it when i sleep as well) he says in 2 days time.. so the next time i go for check up.. i ask him again n he says u can stop next week.. so because i hav to take these drops which need to be kept cold.. i cant go to school coz the ice pack just wouldnt last tht long n 1 bottle of eye drops cost like RM600!!! ive already missed 3 tests n i havent seen sum of my friends for like.. 4 weeks!!.. so throughout this whole month(august) i hav not attend school.. at all!! i cant go to school next week n the week after tht is the school hols.. i know sum people might think im crazy coz every1 hates school.. but try missing school for 4 weeks n havin an eye prob.. n havin to take tonnes n tonnes of medication includin injections!The stay in the hospital was not tht good.. my 1st night was terrible.. coz ive never been in a hospital so i was worried like sh!t!! the food was not tht good.. i had to eat fried fish everyday!!! for lunch n dinner.. i like steamed fish but not fried.. its so.. fried… n dry.. n oily.. n hard!! they gave me plastic spoons to eat n everytime i try to eat the fish in breaks!! so after 2 weeks the doc insisted of taking drips.. which are those tube like thingys tht u see in hospitals where they stick a 5cm tube into u vein n hav liquid running through it.. OMG.. tht hurt sooooooooo badly.. n it gave me headaches!! i took a lot of panadols n painkillers coz of tht thing… another thing i really hate was the guy who came n took my blood for test.. he first injected the needle into my left hand but nth came out!! no blood at all!! i was freaked out by tht.. so then he started twisting the neddle left n right.. like.. OWWWW!!!!! so then he took the needle out n injected i into my right hand… then he sucked up blood.. he took like 3/4 of the tube!! n the tube was huge!! probably like 9cm long n 2cm wide!! a couple days b4 i left the hospital.. they gave me another blood test.. omg.. this time there was 2 tubes!!! but they were like 6cm long la.. i think i would never forget this whole hospital experience.. who could?!?!?!