who r they?
Monday, September 18th, 2006well.. here i am again. lots hav happened-bad n good- guess u can say mostly bad. i really hav no idea wat to do with this `friend` of mine. hardly anyone is helpin with it.. mayb 1 or 2.. the thing is.. i cant tell people bout my prob coz well.. it doesnt only involve me.. but sum other people as well.. n i dun want them to look bad or anythin. cant really decide who my true friends are.. well i guess no one is..u can never be happy for too long.. theres allways a screw up sumwhere.. how i wish i can just give up n start a new life. but i still want to b with him… but sumthin is pullin us apart.. which sucks.. its only been 2 weeks.. i really wanna let it out.. but i cant.. im afraid of loosin my friends.. i can really say my life… is just screwed up.. n to think sum of my friends actually want to live my life.. well b my guest.. i would b happy to trade anytime.. i might hav more privallages than them.. but i hav to work n suffer for it.. these past few weeks.. hav been a serious screw up.. havent been gettin along well with my mum.. my friends.. coz of this i cant play durin tennis… cant concentrate on my work.. wont b surprise if i fail my tests.. but oh well.. dont everyone?
